12 Things to Do in Your 20s (Alternate Title: Seriously Why am I Writing This?)

I often write to pull myself out of a crisis, but starting this post actually sent me spiraling into one. Lately, I've been seeing tons of Buzzfeed-style posts floating around the web with titles like "23 Things to Do Before You Get Engaged" or "20 Things to Do in Your 20s." Usually, these posts rocket me into a righteous rage. Some of the activities listed are things only rich people can do, like buying a Macbook, traveling across Europe, or "having sex in dirty hostels," as one writer suggested. The few people I know who spent any length of time in Europe in their 20s either had rich parents or sold all their possessions first, and when you finally catch an STD in one of those dirty hostels, you'd better have health insurance. Other popular activities include things that just make you look like a selfish child ("be selfish" is one that I actually saw in a real post). It seemed to me that my 20s could be about so much more than just YOLO-ing around, that they could actually be a time for tremendous self-improvement and world-changing. I felt that doing things like "dating two people at once," "accomplishing a Pinterest project," and "hanging out naked in front of a window" (again, actual things from a real post) would be wasting a time in my life when I have more power than ever before. I can take action and deal with the consequences of those actions in my own way. I'm no longer a "minor." If I wanna participate in a medical research study that will either cure my insomnia or turn my nose into a flamethrower every time I sneeze, I get to sign the paperwork, not mom and dad. I also believe there are plenty of ways to enjoy life and embrace the moment without ruining all consecutive moments thereafter, or making people want to slap you with a herring Monty Python-style until your stench of immaturity is replaced with an even fishier odor.

Instead of fish-slapping my fellow authors, I decided to release my contempt in a way that wouldn't result in assault charges--and quite an embarrassing police blotter entry. I set out to write my own "20 Things to Do in Your 20s" post. It was gonna be one of the greatest speeches to ever grace a soapbox. My whole generation would quake in its Converses. However, before I even finished the first paragraph, I realized something: I have no business writing this.

For starters, I'm no expert on self-improvement. The following cartoon illustrates my failure to keep that healthy eating resolution:

This is why I shouldn't get candy for Christmas anymore.

Also, I can't honestly tell people what to do in their 20s because I'm in my 20s. The thing about decades is that you don't notice their defining characteristics until you're in a new decade. I never truly began to notice what exactly made the 2000s what they were until the 2010s. And even then, decades are never as strictly defined as we pretend they are, the way they blend into each other. For instance, the 60s weren't an entire 10 years of sex, drugs, and rock 'n roll. Leave It to Beaver was on until '63! Personally, I think it would've been a much more compelling show had it ended with little Theodore Cleaver rejecting his idealized upbringing, hopping in a stolen Thunderbird with Larry Mondello, and riding off into the desert to found one of the greatest rock groups in history.

One by one, those all-too-familiar feelings of inadequacy reared their ugly heads, starting with "you don't know anything," followed by "you haven't even done half the things on this list, idiot!" I almost didn't finish this post, but in the end I decided to keep writing despite the self-loathing curling around my soul. However, even though it's in second person, I wrote it as more of a set of goals for myself than a sermon for my fellow millenials. In fact, I'm really the person I'm talking to the whole time. So here it is, re-titled, and feel free to follow or reject the advice therein. Or laugh at it. Or rant in your own blog post about how wrong it is.

12 Things to Do in Your 20s, 30s, or Life in General That I Haven't Necessarily Done Yet but Hope to Do Someday (I decided 12 things was enough, and it's my favorite number):

1. Learn to talk (again).

It's a good idea, especially when you're first entering the work force, to critically listen to yourself. How many times do you say "like" per sentence? How many memes do you reference per sentence? Can you leave a competent-sounding voicemail? Now is a great time to examine how your speech might be affecting your professional image, especially in an age where people's verbal capacities are getting more and more atrophied. With texting and Facebooking and other ways to avoid actually speaking, more people seem afraid of talking than usual. I know because I've gotten this way. Give me a pen, I can make you cry. Give me a mic, and I get tongue-tied. It's like my brain and my speech are disconnected; they can't function at the same time. And it's worsened over the years. So my advice is to practice and get comfortable with speaking, even when you'd rather write. Call someone instead of texting them. Also, back to memes for a second. If there's one way to get people to not take you seriously as an adult, it's referring to your job as "such quota. very income. wow." Memes can be fun sometimes, but don't make a habit of them. It's cooler to be able to speak creatively without the help of the Internet.

2. Practice honesty.

Sometimes we keep secrets or tell small fibs to avoid hurting people, and on rare occasions, it's the best thing to do. But secrets often have a way of revealing themselves later in nasty ways, like Taco Bell. Therefore, like Taco Bell, you should avoid them whenever possible. Also, being honest with people shows respect. It means you see them as fellow adults who can handle the truth, though not necessarily Taco Bell.

3. Be unapologetically yourself, yet willing to change.

The species that survives is the one that evolves, and the plant that bears fruit is the one that is cultivated. I shouldn't talk about plants, considering I've killed almost every one I've attempted to grow.

4. Learn to have a conversation with an 18-year-old or an 80-year-old.

This is actually a version of something I found in a similar list article from Relevant magazine, which I actually agreed with quite a bit. I especially agreed with this particular advice, because so much knowledge and life experience opens up when you can have a meaningful conversation with someone different from you. In fact, I've often had more fun hanging out with 40 and 50-year-old men from work than with other 22-year-old women.

5. Be clear, firm, and direct.

Speaking of guys from work, this advice came from a colleague. Notice it doesn't say "be a jerk," just "clear, firm, and direct." This can apply to every type of communication in every aspect of life.

6. Recognize when and when not to listen to your parents.

This one can be complicated. I think you should always at least hear your parents out, but once you reach adulthood, your decisions are ultimately yours and yours alone. Yes, they've seen decades and history that you haven't, and they may have better musical taste than you, but they're not gods. They're humans, just like you, and you've also had experiences that they haven't. The challenge is to be willing to consider their wisdom, yet stand firm in your own decision-making abilities.

7. Learn to drive a manual transmission car, if possible.

It'll help you in emergencies if you can pop the clutch, it'll discourage you from using your cell phone while driving (you need two hands), and you'll feel like one of the cool guys on a cop show. Plus, only true rugged individualists drive sticks. Automatics are for sheeple.

8. Have relationships (and not just romantic ones).

There's a tendency in our modern world to only experience the surface or parts of things, to detach ourselves from life. Instead, have relationships, which require investments. Have a relationship with the world around you. Take a walk, and instead of playing with your phone every five seconds or sticking your earbuds in, invest your senses in what's happening, what you can see, hear, feel, talk to, think about. Attach yourself to life. Dream, but don't make dreams your master, to paraphrase Kipling. Invest in the people in your life. Don't just ask your significant other what they did at work today. Ask them what they think about life, the universe, and everything. Give them your time, which we all know is a very valuable gift. Do the same in your spiritual life.

9. Buy a Crock Pot.

It'll serve you in much more satisfying ways than a Macbook.

10. Forgive.

I've had problems with forgiveness. Sometimes it feels like forgiveness is the same as justification, so when I say to someone "I forgive you," it feels like I'm actually saying "I totally understand why you were awful to me, and I'm okay with what you did." But forgiveness isn't about justifying what someone did, or pretending that it wasn't an awful thing. It's just letting go, and not stressing under a burden of hate for that person. On a related note, another good skill besides forgiving is being able to both make and break connections with people and places. Don't be afraid to invest, but if your investment isn't returned, just load up your trusty mule, move on down the trail, and know that you'll find somewhere, someone, or something else you can share yourself with.

11. Explore the place you grew up in.

Once you start going out on your own more often, you might discover some cool things and places about your hometown you didn't even know were there. I started going to a coffee shop in my hometown that I couldn't visit on my own before I had a car, and wound up making some delightful new friends to knit and use politically incorrect humor with.

12. Take responsibility instead of blaming others.

"So go ahead and get mad at God, point your fingers at your dad and ask Santa Claus..."--Atmosphere, "Puppets"

This may be one of the hardest things of all. In the words of the same colleague I quoted earlier, you have to make the life you want for yourself. No one else can do it for you, and blaming people for your hardships will get you nowhere. Many of us millenials have come out of a broken educational system into a broken world, but that doesn't change this fact. It's hard to make the life you want for yourself. I'm struggling just to get going, to change little things like what I eat and how much time I spend on Facebook. But little things build big things.

I'd like to conclude this bacchanalia of verbiage with a link to a TED talk from Lizzie Velasquez, a woman who's doing some pretty incredible things in her 20s:          

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c62Aqdlzvqk

To anyone else who's trying to make the life they want: good luck, and godspeed.